2007年12月30日

搞掂埋D手尾，收拾好D嘢。杯等物品暂时放系同事度，呢日系我系呢间公司既last day。

好百感交集，有唔舍得有难过，但繫决定左无得番转头。系我将个叮当俾搞笑同事小萌我明显feel到据有D唔妥，而我都有D眼湿湿！但繫系公司我唔可以喊，我唔可以感衰女！

既然早系2个月前你就想我走，我唔會赖皮唔走！以傢只要将我应得个份俾埋我我就同呢间公司分清界线！老細，你系电梯度讲个D大话我会记住，到时一齐食餐饭？！唔好啦！

点都好，多谢一班同事！系呢一年零7个月对我既帮助同关心！多谢英姐、多谢陈希、多谢楦利、多谢阿丝、多谢老大、多谢小萌、多谢小昭、多谢小谢！

Thanks so much！

2007年12月31日

今日系2007年既last day，无去倒数留系屋渡过。

2007年经过好多，暧昧、期待、失望、失落、伤心再期待、再失望继而失业到最后还是一人。所有都需要重新黎过，需要更大信心同勇气。

虽然呢一年经历好多但繫我知道我仲系好似细路子感唔听教听话，但系我会慢慢地成熟，唔会在迷失系十字路口。

谂翻起A君，唔知点讲，有可笑有无奈但更多既系我地已经变翻陌生人。

某人，一直都系做左据心目中既傻人，虽然到以傢都希望我既期待唔会有失望。但系其实已经被人遗下左。

好！新一一年要努力稳工，接job，考好个试。谂起都觉得自己有好多嘢未完成啊！2008年我要发奋！

感觉写到好乱啊，真系好奇怪！每次都系坐车、搭铁或者系一个人系条街都谂到有好多嘢写同埋点写。但系当对住部电脑个时个人脑就一片空白，写嘢无从下手！

Happy new year！

经过6小时既挣扎宝宝我终于感冒了。鼻水不断感流，我就不断感抹。

好郁闷！临到新一年先感多事干。

公司部电脑下午唔知咩问题开唔到，同事话我临走都要搞坏据！唔关我事嗄，据本身要退休但繫老細要据继续上岗咋。希望到我正式离职个日唔會有咩事发生啦！好黎好去嘛！

头先同个net F倾计，据同我讲据番左黎广州不过听日就走！

倾倾下发现原来大家都身处小北噢！本来都系顺口问下系边。不过就算系同一地方我地相距都系有几百米。再倾倾下发现原来据家乡同我一样，不过以傢系顺德读紧书。

有时D嘢就系感奇妙，往往你以为好远既嘢其实就系你身边。

有时你觉得伸手就可以抓紧既嘢偏偏永远都得唔到。

Way back into love

I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need them again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's gotta be something for my soul somewhere

I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions

All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end

There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end

寶寶現在很愛他呢，據叫費達拿啊！

费达拿，瑞士网球皇帝，已夺得2005年温布顿网球锦标赛、2005年美国网球公开赛和2006年澳洲网球公开赛，可网再夺2006年法国网球公开赛，实现无敌大满贯。他是体帝比尔的关门弟子。